things.that.i.miss

i can't say that i've completely gotten over everything

always takes time...

there are so many things that i miss

i miss the lil boy who'll always be there for me when i'm sad.

when i'm crying, he'd just be lying on my lap giving me his paw

 he was my everything... i loved him so much

 he appreciates me and smiles when i kiss him

 he looks at me in the eye and without saying a word, i know he loves me

 he wants to know that he's always wanted by me. his paw always in my hands

 he snuggles up with me whenever he has the chance to

 cheeky lil boy

 he gets crazy over soft toys and jumps onto me when i try to snatch them away

 he's a handsome fella

i loved him the moment i saw him and i knew he felt the same way too...

 lil baby boy's sister Sydney

 the two papilions

 sunshine and snoopy

i'm sorry sunshine. i couldn't keep you and left you alone that time

if i could turn back time, i wouldn't have done that

i loved you so much. you were such a darling

wanting people to pet you always

took you out for a walk and you were stopping by everyone who passed you, looking at them and asking them for a pet

you're such a sweet little girl but i know you're now in better hands. a better family with a nice warm home to look after you.

 i miss the morning rides. i'll always get all dirty and muddy

but after every ride, i always feel a sense of fulfillment

i miss my first bicycle

my specialized red bicycle, loved it even though i was hardtail

i bought it because i wanted to accompany ...

just look at the amount of bruises i always get.

i'm a clumsy silly girl as always.

 i miss messing around and doing silly stuff spontaneously

 my stupid hair that took hours to bleach and dye

 me pretending to be in a spa advertisement

 fooling around at toy 'r' us suntec

i miss my sexy hot gf from KL... she keeps saying she'll visit but she never does

but then again, i keep saying the same thing to her too

this time round i will visit. maybe during june

list of stuff i miss... i prolly have more but this shall be it

xoxo

cheryl <3