these few days have been really difficult. i feel like a lost child all over again.
not knowing what to expect of to want.
i am trying to get in touch with what i've not done in ages.
spending time with my loved ones.
it seems like a long time since i spent time with daddy chan, mummy chan and russell chan (my dog)
i don't know what to do now.
i seem to have come to a standstill.
i just want to curl up in bed and do nothing.
but i know i shouldn't
my bestie is experiencing the same thing as me.
at the same time again... for the 2nd time.
i am a silly girl
and always will be one.